Sunday, August 10, 2003
.:Listening: Aaron Neville & Linda Ronstandt - I Don't Know Much:.
.:Feeling: Lovesick:.
OK... gross! This porn pop-up ad keeps on showing up everytime I go to yahoo.com. WTF? :S It looks sick.
Gosh.... I really love Aslyn's "That's When I Love You". I could just listen to it all day.... but I can't.. cos I hafta do my homework and I have to do it in silence, otherwise I'll start singing along.:-/
When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when you're mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match your clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what
 another typical day in the life of yours truly at 01:47 am
If it is to be, it is up to me.
.:Listening: Skye Sweetnam - Billy S:.
.:Feeling: Lazy:.
Wooohooo... Finally got a new blog.. I got kinda tired of the other one. :-/
Damn it's already 4.23 pm and I haven't done my GP and Maths homework... Bloody hell! I hate GP more and more.. the lessons and assignments are useless, and I haven't really learnt anything useful.
How To Deal is a great movie... the soundtrack rocks too! I especially love the track "That's When I Love You" by Aslyn. I wonder if anyone will ever feel that way about me. x)
OK I have a few resolutions. My studies are going to come before anything else, since it's the most important thing in my life at the moment. :S I doubt it's gonna last, cos I have no discipline at all, but heck, I'll TRY. heheheh. =P
OK.. second resolution.. I'm gonna be nice to people. Except some who annoy me. >.< hahaa.... OK... it's just that I've been kinda mean lately.. so from now on I'm gonna try to be more sensitive to other people's feelings and take Atticus' advice: step into other people's shoes and walk around in them before I judge them. Cos that's what I want others to do for me. x) yep.
gtg now... hafta complete my homework. bleah. ttfn.
another typical day in the life of yours truly at 01:31 am
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--current favourites--
music
Alicia Keys - Karma
Alicia Keys - You Don't Know My Name
Cats OST - Memory
Phantom Of The Opera - Music Of The Night
Phantom Of The Opera - Think Of Me
Little Mermaid OST - Part Of Your World
Sarah Brightman & Andrea Bocelli - Time To Say goodbye
Sarah Brightman & Michael Crawford - All I Ask Of You
Madonna - Frozen
Les Miserables - On My Own
Les Miserables - I Dreamed A Dream
Evanescence - My Immortal
Britney feat. Madonna - Me Against The Music
Britney - Breathe On Me
Jay Chou - Gui Ji
Love 2000 OST - Forbidden Love (Instrumental)
Pink - Trouble
Pink - God Is A DJ
movies
The Italian Job
Underworld
Pirates Of The Caribbean
Moulin Rouge
Phonebooth
Legally Blonde 1 & 2
Infernal Affairs 1 & 2
Matchstick Men
Matrix
LOTR
Harry Potter
Le Divorce
Brother Bear
X-Men 1 & 2
E-D-I-S-O-N
*dies*
K-E-A-N-U
eye candy
Keanu Reeves. Orlando Bloom. Colin Farrell. Paul Walker. Keira Knightley. Christina Aguilera. Josh Hartnett. Viggo Mortenson. Devon Aoki. Maggie Q. Cameron Diaz. Reese Witherspoon. Lucy Liu. Elva Hsiao. James Marsters. James Marsden. Jennifer Aniston. The Rock. Tara Reid. Ayumi Hamasaki. J.Lo. Ashton Kutcher. Sarah Michelle Gellar. Utt. Louis koo. Edison Chen. Daniel Wu. Shawn Yue. Keira Knightley
music to my ears
Christina Aguilera. No Doubt. Alicia Keys. Elva Hsiao. Coldplay. Amy Studt. Avril Lavigne. sugababes. Mandy Moore. linkin park. pink. Evanescence. Celine Dion. Enya. Eminem. J.Lo. Tori Amos.Karen Mok. Jay Chou. Stef Sun. Missy Elliot. Ayumi Hamasaki. Kitaro. Savage Garden. David Tao. Madonna. Nelly Furtado. Beyonce. Enrique Iglesias. Sarah Brightman. Kylie Minogue. Aerosmith. Bon Jovi.
wishlist
shoes
clothes
good grades
memory upgrade for comp
digicam
wisdom
peace
happiness
love
I'm the one who has to die when it is time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to..
There's gotta be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me.....
Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter, or cynical about love, but rather makes me realise that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be, when the right one comes along.
hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible, and achieves the impossible..
I want everything but nothing makes me happy..
Life is unpredictable; might 2 parallel lines one day meet?
"I never felt a pain that was not pleasure; but now it is all pain when I think you will not return." - Melmoth The Wanderer
a million stars, a million dreams, but he's the only star I see, and the only dream I dream..
Happiness is worth waiting for.....
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Christina Aguilera - The Voice Within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry you''ll soon be free to fly
when you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring
and what it means
When there's no one else
look inside yourself
like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
then you'll find the strength
that will guide your way
you'll learn to begin to trust the voice within
young girl don't hide
you'll never change if you just run away
young girl just hold tight
soon you're gonna see a brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Les Miserables - On My Own
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn no one to go to
without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to
and now the night is here
now I can make believe he's here...
sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy with the company I'm keeping..
The city goes to bed..
and I can live inside my head..
on my own.... pretending he's beside me
all alone.. I walk with him 'til morning
without him.. I feel his arms around me..
and when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me..
in the rain.. the pavement shines like silver..
all the lights are misty in the river
in the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
and all I see is him and me forever and ever
and I know
it's only in my mind
that I'm talking to myself and not to him
and although I know that he is blind
still I say
there's a way for us
I love him
but when the night is over
he is gone
the river's just the river
without him the world around me changes
the trees are barren everywhere
the streets are full of strangers
I love him
but everyday I'm learning
all my life
I've only been pretending
without me his world will go on turning
a world that's full of happiness
that I have never known
I love him
I love him
but only on my own....
Leann Rimes - Soon
soon baby, I will cry my last tear
soon, yeah, I will be over you
soon darling, all these tears won't be here
soon, yeah you know that I will be over you
soon...
one night, baby, you won't be in my dreams
one night, yeah.. I'll finally make it through
one night darling, I won't call out your name
I won't be in this place
I will be over you..
soon..
soon as the mountains turn to rivers
soon as the sea turns into sand
soon as the sun comes up at midnight
that's how soon
soon all the hurt will end
until then I'll just pretend
Soon it will be over
Soon Yeah
I Keep telling myself Ill be over you
Someday Soon
I'll be over you soon.....
Cats - Memory
Midnight. Not a sound from the pavement
has the moon lost her memory?
she is smiling alone
in the lamplight
the withered leaves collect at my feet
and the wind begins to moan
Memory. All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days,
I was beautiful then.
I remember the time I knew what happiness was,
Let the memory live again.
Every street lamp seems to beat a fatalistic warning.
Someone mutters and a street lamp gutters
and soon it will be morning.
Daylight. I must wait for the sunrise,
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in.
When the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin.
Burnt out ends of smoky days
the stale cold smell of morning.
The street lamp dies,
another night is over, another day is dawning.
Touch me. It's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun.
If you touch me you'll understand what happiness is.
Look, a new day has begun.
Phantom Of The Opera - Think Of MeThink of me, think of me fondly
when we've said good-bye!
Remember me once in a while
please, promise me you'll try!
When you find that once again
you long to take your heart back and be free...
If you ever find a moment
spare a thought for me
Think of me!
Think of me waking, silent and resigned!
Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind!
Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do!
There will never be a day when I won't think of you
Amy Studt - A New Day Breaks
Stumbling along down these streets again
I can't help myself
My pockets are light and so is my head
the lights grow unbearably bright
So wake up you stary skies
and dance for me again
I'll dry my eyes and
Hopefully when a new day breaks
I can find the strength to start again
and the clouds will clear
and the hurt will mend
and i'll find my way back home
all alone, all alone
once again
In life there are things you can't control
I guess it must be fate
but time is on no ones side
it must be too late
because when you think you're high
and above the rest of the world
the bridge beneath you will fall
I found that in my heart
theres a place that they can't find
A place that they can't stop
and so i'll say
Hopefully when a new day breaks
I can find the strength to start again
and the clouds will clear
and the hurt will mend
and i'll find my way back home
all alone, all alone
once again
Songs are made from fantasy
and thoughts they make
where dreams become reality
its all fake
cause when you think you're down
and below the rest of the world
the flowers around you will grow
You'll find that in my heart
theres a place that they can't find
A place that they can't stop
and so i'll say
Hopefully when a new day breaks
I can find the strength to start again
and the clouds will clear
and the hurt will mend
and i'll find my way back home
all alone, all alone
once again
Wake up you stary skies
and dance for me again
I'll dry my eyes
I'll dry my eyes
dry my eyes
I'll dry my eyes...
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